bentflame: (displeased)
It's odd the way people come and go from this place. Oftentimes, it doesn't even seem to be of their own will. I've noticed that when someone suddenly stops being able to access the community, they disappear from their home worlds, as well- it's a bizarre phenomenon, and I don't like it. If I were to suddenly disappear from my world, there's no telling what sort of chaos and anarchy would descend upon it. And there are other people that I don't want to disappear, either. It would be a complete disaster.

Those who have left do occasionally return, at least, though it seems to come with a price- except for a few rare cases, they return with their memories completely wiped of any and all time spent here. All that experience, and knowledge gained... lost, forever. The thought is almost disorienting.

I wonder if there's a definite way to prevent this from happening.
So it seems that I'm being stalked (and by someone whose name isn't Karen, at that).

This is really getting irritating. First I'm approached by a madman who wants to remove my brain because I'm so "special"- now a duo of vampire hunters wish to stake me through the heart. I suppose I'll have to do some research to see if they pose a significant threat. I should hope that they don't- increasing my guard detail would be both inconvenient and annoying.

But a vampire. Really. I don't even like blood; it's so messy.
{FAILED LOCK} )

I will be turning fifteen not so long from now. Originally, my goal was to have the Avatar captured and destroyed by my birthday, but that was before we made plans to wait for the comet to arrive before launching a full-scale attack. Ideally I would have liked to be crowned Fire Lord beforehand, as well, but I am willing to wait just a little bit longer.

I have never really understood the purpose of birthdays- that is, making such a big deal out of them. I will be of marrying age at sixteen, so doubtless Father is going to start spending quite a bit more time this year searching for a suitable match for me. I can only hope that he'll leave me out of it as much as possible; the entire process bores me.

Additionally- for anyone who may have business with me to attend to, I will most likely be spending much of tomorrow at the royal hot springs, and will therefore be unreachable.

OOC: That last note is my way of saying that I'm moving into my dorm tomorrow and probably won't have time to obsessively check my email the way I normally do. ;)
This idea of "love" is very strange. I understand that it manifests in many different ways- familial love, romantic love, the love of friendship, etcetera- but for the most part, I only understand these in logical terms. I have no real idea what they feel like, nor do I necessarily have a wish to.

However... if I do believe that I feel love for somebody, how am I supposed to know what type it is if I have nothing to compare it to? I suppose the fact that I didn't mind telling Ty Lee that she could refer to me as... that she could refer to me in a certain way might indicate something. That is, I didn't mind until she started openly broadcasting and calling attention to it, like an idio- in a very foolish manner. Still, to use such a word myself would just seem so... frivolous. I'm not quite sure why.
Tsk. When I woke up this morning, my eyes were quite red and puffy- really, this is the worst possible time for me to come down with a cold. I haven't developed any other symptoms as of yet, but I really would like to "nip this in the bud", so to speak- I'm in the middle of running a war, and I simply cannot afford to spend my time bedridden. If anyone has anything on their world that might be a faster or more efficient cold preventative than what we have here, do let me know.

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