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[bentflame]

... I can still remember.

I don't know whether I want this to all go away or not. The uncertainty is ridiculous. There shouldn't be any question as to what the best path is- obviously, the memories should leave me again. Things are so much easier that way; I can completely focus my attention on winning this war, with absolutely no distractions- even temporary ones. The entire concept of wanting to "relax" sometimes was foolish from the start.

And yet...

She came to see me yesterday, just briefly, and we talked. Only about minor things really, but it was... nice.

Comments

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...Alright.

...

At least I know you...thought it was nice.
...You did think it was nice, though.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't really want to lose my memories, but... it's just confusing.

...

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

You don't want to but...maybe it's best.


((asdfjlkldsfj I thought I deleted one of those sentences. I guess Ty Lee wanted to say that more than once...? <3?))

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Do you think it's best?

OOC: XD I had thought she was just reiterating it. "Well, you did. You DID! >:("

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

No...I don't.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Did it make you sad when I left?

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

It hurt a lot...when you did that.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No, I mean excluding what I said about your sisters, and how I called you worthless.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

It hurt when you left. That's what I mean.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... All right.

...

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This is confusing. I dislike confusing things.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I don't want to confuse you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

...

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I didn't want to hurt you.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

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I know. It was best...for you, though.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

...

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Icareaboutyou,too.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...

Iknow. Iloveyou.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Yes.

...

You called me a wuss. And a monster.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I know. I'm sorry, Azula.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You were... correct. Especially about the...

Look, I was acting like a "wuss". It was pathetic.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...

I'm sorry, Azula. ...You aren't pathetic and you aren't a..wuss.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Well, of course I'm not.

... But I did act like one.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...Oh. If you...say so.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... You agreed. You recognized the weakness even when I failed to see it.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...Oh, Azula.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Hm?

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I was angry...I didn't know what I was saying.