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{LOL LOCKFAIL} She loves me.

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Hm.

I will have to consider this idea a bit more, it seems. It's difficult too... expel from my thoughts at times. Thankfully it hasn't distracted me from my duties, but occasionally during my downtime it'll just... "hit me", I suppose one would say. It's always quite unexpected, though not entirely... unpleasant. It's a... well. It's a nice thought, really.

One thing that I unfortunately am having a bit of trouble with is remembering that it all could dissipate at any moment, without any warning. The first time I was unprepared, which was a mistake- it caused me to react in a very embarrassing and wholly unacceptable manner. I had made similar slip-ups in the past, but none of that magnitude- and I am quite unhappy that it went that far before I fully realized what I was doing. Have I really grown so... hm.

... Despite this, I truly do care for her. Love her. Very much. It's almost... more emotion than I know what to do with, really; certainly much more than I am used to experiencing. But I must learn to keep the weakness- the additional weakness; the "weird" sort of weakness- out of the picture. {/LOL LOCKFAIL}

I will be turning fifteen not so long from now. Originally, my goal was to have the Avatar captured and destroyed by my birthday, but that was before we made plans to wait for the comet to arrive before launching a full-scale attack. Ideally I would have liked to be crowned Fire Lord beforehand, as well, but I am willing to wait just a little bit longer.

I have never really understood the purpose of birthdays- that is, making such a big deal out of them. I will be of marrying age at sixteen, so doubtless Father is going to start spending quite a bit more time this year searching for a suitable match for me. I can only hope that he'll leave me out of it as much as possible; the entire process bores me.

Additionally- for anyone who may have business with me to attend to, I will most likely be spending much of tomorrow at the royal hot springs, and will therefore be unreachable.

OOC: That last note is my way of saying that I'm moving into my dorm tomorrow and probably won't have time to obsessively check my email the way I normally do. ;)

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I am not being defensive, I'm calling you out on the nonsense you're spouting.

OOC: Same. XD I stay up late way too much.

It's not nonsense. I'd stake my life on it.

Then you would be making a grave mistake.

I fail to see how.

You fail to see how betting your life on something that simply isn't true would be a mistake? Come now, even you can't be that foolish.

Because it IS true.

Do you think you know everything about me, and how I operate? All because of some second-hand information told to you by someone you don't even know?

YOU were the one who told me to look there, Azula.

I did- and I confirmed that the information presented is, as far as I know, accurate. I said nothing about any half-baked conclusions you might draw, however.

The evidence so far seems to back things up.

And I'm telling you that you are misinterpreting your "evidence".

But then I can't convince you anymore than you can convince me.

But really, since this is about me, I should be able to convince you.

OOC: I'm not sure which response you're going with, so I'll just reply to both, and delete my comment if you delete one. XD

Why? Since you were the one boasting about your subterfuge abilities, you could simply be lying again.

I'm above your ability to affect or influence, Azula.

[OOC: Nah, keep 'em both. They still work.]

Those who think that tend to be the ones who end up falling the hardest.

You're a world away from me, Princess.

All I need is words.

And what can you do to me with silly words?

Ah, but if I told you, it wouldn't be a surprise, would it?

It shows your impotence quite well.

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Did you just call Azula infertile?

((...yeah, Ty Lee totally read that wrong.))

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That isn't the use of the word that he meant, Ty Lee.

OOC: XDDD ~~Someday, Azula and Ty Lee need to have a really awkward conversation about sex.~~

I dunno...he could be insulting you like that.

((~~...don't they have that kind of conversation already? XD Or do you mean talking about a different aspect?~~))

... No, I don't think so. He was attempting to insult me in quite another way.

OOC: ~~XD Very true. Ty Lee needs to explain to her how two girls would do it, though- after all, how *else* would she get into Azula's pants? D:~~