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{LOL LOCKFAIL} She loves me.
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Hm.
I will have to consider this idea a bit more, it seems. It's difficult too... expel from my thoughts at times. Thankfully it hasn't distracted me from my duties, but occasionally during my downtime it'll just... "hit me", I suppose one would say. It's always quite unexpected, though not entirely... unpleasant. It's a... well. It's a nice thought, really.
One thing that I unfortunately am having a bit of trouble with is remembering that it all could dissipate at any moment, without any warning. The first time I was unprepared, which was a mistake- it caused me to react in a very embarrassing and wholly unacceptable manner. I had made similar slip-ups in the past, but none of that magnitude- and I am quite unhappy that it went that far before I fully realized what I was doing. Have I really grown so... hm.
... Despite this, I truly do care for her. Love her. Very much. It's almost... more emotion than I know what to do with, really; certainly much more than I am used to experiencing. But I must learn to keep the weakness- the additional weakness; the "weird" sort of weakness- out of the picture. {/LOL LOCKFAIL}
I will be turning fifteen not so long from now. Originally, my goal was to have the Avatar captured and destroyed by my birthday, but that was before we made plans to wait for the comet to arrive before launching a full-scale attack. Ideally I would have liked to be crowned Fire Lord beforehand, as well, but I am willing to wait just a little bit longer.
I have never really understood the purpose of birthdays- that is, making such a big deal out of them. I will be of marrying age at sixteen, so doubtless Father is going to start spending quite a bit more time this year searching for a suitable match for me. I can only hope that he'll leave me out of it as much as possible; the entire process bores me.
Additionally- for anyone who may have business with me to attend to, I will most likely be spending much of tomorrow at the royal hot springs, and will therefore be unreachable.
OOC: That last note is my way of saying that I'm moving into my dorm tomorrow and probably won't have time to obsessively check my email the way I normally do. ;)
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Hm.
I will have to consider this idea a bit more, it seems. It's difficult too... expel from my thoughts at times. Thankfully it hasn't distracted me from my duties, but occasionally during my downtime it'll just... "hit me", I suppose one would say. It's always quite unexpected, though not entirely... unpleasant. It's a... well. It's a nice thought, really.
One thing that I unfortunately am having a bit of trouble with is remembering that it all could dissipate at any moment, without any warning. The first time I was unprepared, which was a mistake- it caused me to react in a very embarrassing and wholly unacceptable manner. I had made similar slip-ups in the past, but none of that magnitude- and I am quite unhappy that it went that far before I fully realized what I was doing. Have I really grown so... hm.
... Despite this, I truly do care for her. Love her. Very much. It's almost... more emotion than I know what to do with, really; certainly much more than I am used to experiencing. But I must learn to keep the weakness- the additional weakness; the "weird" sort of weakness- out of the picture. {/LOL LOCKFAIL}
I will be turning fifteen not so long from now. Originally, my goal was to have the Avatar captured and destroyed by my birthday, but that was before we made plans to wait for the comet to arrive before launching a full-scale attack. Ideally I would have liked to be crowned Fire Lord beforehand, as well, but I am willing to wait just a little bit longer.
I have never really understood the purpose of birthdays- that is, making such a big deal out of them. I will be of marrying age at sixteen, so doubtless Father is going to start spending quite a bit more time this year searching for a suitable match for me. I can only hope that he'll leave me out of it as much as possible; the entire process bores me.
Additionally- for anyone who may have business with me to attend to, I will most likely be spending much of tomorrow at the royal hot springs, and will therefore be unreachable.
OOC: That last note is my way of saying that I'm moving into my dorm tomorrow and probably won't have time to obsessively check my email the way I normally do. ;)
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OOC: I'm not sure which response you're going with, so I'll just reply to both, and delete my comment if you delete one. XD
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I'm above your ability to affect or influence, Azula.
[OOC: Nah, keep 'em both. They still work.]
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Did you just call Azula infertile?
((...yeah, Ty Lee totally read that wrong.))
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That isn't the use of the word that he meant, Ty Lee.
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Someday, Azula and Ty Lee need to have a really awkward conversation about sex.Re: 2/2
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...don't they have that kind of conversation already? XD Or do you mean talking about a different aspect?))Re: 2/2
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XD Very true. Ty Lee needs to explain to her how two girls would do it, though- after all, how *else* would she get into Azula's pants? D:Re: 2/2
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Ty Lee, sadly, doesn't know how it works between two girls. But she's going to go through a mind-scarring journey of the underbelly of the internet to find out. D:))Re: 2/2
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Bwahahaha. Will we be hearing about this journey?Re: 2/2
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Possibly. Very possible. Just on her journal, and possibly friends locked, though.))Re: 2/2
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If it happens, I will LOL so hard. XDRe: 2/2
I feel stupid.
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...and Azula will be mortified.))Re: 2/2
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As per usual. And stop making me wish this would happen now! :P I need a good excuse for Azula to stumble across porn. Particularly Azula/Ty Lee porn.Re: 2/2
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...and I posted it. >> You convinced me.))Re: 2/2
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I-I'm that convincing? o.ORe: 2/2
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...maybe. *shifty-eyes* ...the Dai Li made me do it.))Re: 2/2
I didn't say that. I just refuted that. Why are you...
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"There are no lesbians in Ba Sing Se! 8D"