bentflame ([personal profile] bentflame) wrote2008-10-15 02:52 pm

{FAILED LOCK}

Really, the most irritating thing isn't his words. The opinions of others mean absolutely nothing; I'm certainly never lying when I say that. He'd like to think that he can get under my skin, and I'll admit that I've slipped up a couple of times in that regard- but that has been taken care of; it won't happen again. No, the most irritating thing is that he's right.

I doubt that it's fear. It would be characteristic of her, I suppose, to fear me- but for some reason, she doesn't. I also doubt that she's just "waiting to see me fall"- that could easily be done from the sidelines. It's that third theory of his that I've considered before (I hope he doesn't think for one moment that he planted the idea in my head; that I allowed him to create such an... insecurity). That she really, truly hasn't realized yet that I am a monster. At some level, I'm sure she does (why else would she have said...)- but once she starts listening to those other friends of hers; really listening to them...

Ty Lee has always been easily convinced of things.

I am a monster. I always have been. I've never denied it. But I don't know why the idea of her recognizing it and calling me out on it is so... tsk.

It's an inevitability. I shouldn't bother deluding myself into thinking otherwise.

...

That smug detective really does need to be taught a lesson.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I broke her brain.

Ignorance is never an answer, or a excuse.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I would have paid to have been there.

In matters such as these, it's better not to know.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
She was trying to involve Akako with Sylar...[typed then deleted] She caught me in a bad mood.

Sure. Just wait until the problems grows, all fall apart and blow up your head from inside.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I sort of want to see you in a bad mood.

Not necessarily?

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
It's not easy to catch me in one of those, she was just lucky.

But it can happen. And it will, its all about time. And I love time.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure it had something to do with Akako.

You seem like the kind that enjoys the mundane.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Could be, you're an intuitive man after all.

I can find pleasure and interest on the most prosaic things, yes.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] shinra-pwnsjoo.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
You're just a very obvious one.

Try to be productive with your time.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps. Are you trying to piss me of, don't you? It's not working.

I'm always productive with my time.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

You're not any good at it.

(I saw the conversation with Kaito, loved the idea of the plot! XD just remember that I'm on hiatus from the 17 since 26 ^^')

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
You did nothing of the sort!

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Your words meant nothing.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't said anything.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what I mean.

As I said, you didn't plant the ideas in my head. Don't feel so proud of yourself.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I never said that I planted that ideas in your head, you're always changing my words. They were there already, I just helped a bit and made you notice them.

I'm always proud of myself.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
No, you didn't. I noticed them a long time ago. I'm not an idiot.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
And you was suppressing them on purpose, but it's obvious that it doesn't work anymore.

You will be more happy if you face them.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
I wasn't suppressing anything. Just because I don't write down my every idle thought doesn't mean that I haven't thought about it.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
You thought about it, that mean that they exist. What do you think of them? They exist for a reason.

Re: yeah, why not >:3

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to talk to you in detail about this.

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
look, if there's something I'm really good at is is secrets. I understand that you don't want to talk to me, or her, or anyone. But you need that to be worked out before it destroys you.

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[identity profile] clockmaster.livejournal.com 2008-10-16 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
I can go, but they will remain.

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