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[bentflame]

This is the "online" message box of Fire Lord Azula of the Fire Nation. Messages will be answered in order of importance. (Rude pictures will be deleted without exception.)



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Comments

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

... I am upset this got so out of hand near your birthday.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're avoiding saying that what I did made you upset. I just wanted you to see them all calling you beautiful.

This is one reason why I don't like having friends; it's too difficult and it never makes sense.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

What you did was incredibly kind. That part of myself...seeing it makes me upset.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It shouldn't. That's what I was trying to fix. You're not a monster; none of you is.

I can't--

I don't want to make you feel bad anymore.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It wasn't your fault. I chose to become this long before I ever met you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong pause]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I am sorry Abel yelled at you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I failed. Again.

I shouldn't talk to you anymore because I keep failing.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

No one expects you to undo years worth of damage. Trying alone is enough.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[there's a sharp intake of breath on her end, and she abruptly switches to text because she doesn't want Lilith to hear her getting upset (even though it might be kind of obvious from the way she just hung up)]

Still. I was better before; I never made mistakes. And I didn't make people feel bad.

[EVEN THOUGH SHE TOTALLY DID, she just didn't recognize it at the time]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Don't let this ruin your birthday. You didn't make me feel bad.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Maybe. I'm still a failure.

I wish Lisa were home; she works so much.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You're not a failure. Please don't be upset.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You have to say that. Even to people who cause you trouble.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't lie to you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Dr. Cuddy is the only one who doesn't lie to me.

... I could give you something, as payment for having failed. I know how to cook some things now. I could make you something.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You don't have to. If you feel this is something you must do however I will be happy to accept your cooking.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I can tell you when it's ready and you can come pick it up yourself, so you don't have to see me.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

What if I want to see you?

ffff I'M SORRY SHE'S SUCH A WEIRDO she takes failure (real or perceived) ridiculously seriously

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

I suppose you could.

Azula. ;;

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Then I would like to.

and she'll be all embarrassed and ashamed and ">.>" too

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Then you can come when you want, I suppose.

Lilith will hug her.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Tomorrow?

COME HUG ME ;_____; should we assume or play out?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

If you want.

Play out for the sake of hugs?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I will be there then.