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OOC: Okay, seriously, I AM SORRY FOR THE FLIST SPAM. D: Shit's going down with her (for example, in this post- have a brain-broken, completely distraught Azula, as per the series finale!), and so... yeah. And she's too "DDDD:" at the moment to realize that she didn't lock this.

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No.

She wasn't lying before, she is lying NOW. She doesn't know what she's saying. No.

Ty Lee...

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You didn't even catch the reference, did you?

And you still haven't told me why you wouldn't want me to forget you. Is it because you wouldn't be able to attempt your psychological torture anymore? No more trying to lull me into a false sense of security so that you can throw everything back in my face?

OOC: Sorry, pressed submit too soon. >.>

I caught it. Oh, yes. I did. I don't care. You're not going to make me say yes this time.

I don't dig pyscho-whatsit torture.

I'm not TRYING to. I couldn't care less if you left. I hate you.

Liar. You've been doing it all this time.

Fine. You hate me.

... I do.

Now tell me why you would want to stop me from forgetting about you.

Because I might want to come back later.

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It doesn't work that way, Ty Lee. You can go off and do your own thing and everything can be just fine, but you just can't say you're leaving "forever", but you "might" be back. Going off to the circus is one thing. Saying you're "finished" is another.

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I never said I was going forever. You assumed. And you know what assuming does. I did say I was "finished" with the cuddling.

Goodbye, Ty Lee.

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Azula...

Yes?

Don't.

... I love you.

Really.

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I'd say "I love you" right now but you wouldn't believe me.

... Probably not, no.

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... I don't know what to say.

Goodbye, Azula.

What happened to "don't"?

...Well, you're going to do it anyways.

Ty Lee, you have your boyfriend. You have... that girl who's name I forget. You have lots of people. If our places were switched, and I was the one who was "breaking up with you"... you would get over it.

I won't.

Not caring about anyone is easier. It's less... messy. It'll allow me to do my job without having to worry about having a particularly bad day and not being able to bend lightning when the Avatar shows up and needs to be killed.

I could lock you up and force you to stay, but I... it would change something; I'm not sure what. And I'm not sure why it matters to me, but it does.

I'd prefer not to care at all.

...~~You're crazy.~~ [typed then deleted]

...Fine, Azula.

I can't see why you'd prefer just not to care about anyone.

But, I'm not going to change your mind.

Because it's just... easier.

There are times when I envy you. Your emotions aren't an effort, they're natural. You don't have to think about what they mean, you just know.

I still love you. I just wish...

I was trying. I was trying very hard.

I thought everyone felt like that...

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I'm sorry...

Apparently not.

I had just thought that you could... help, that's all. It was getting a bit... easier, I thought, as time went on.