bentflame | {FAILED LOCK}

Really, the most irritating thing isn't his words. The opinions of others mean absolutely nothing; I'm certainly never lying when I say that. He'd like to think that he can get under my skin, and I'll admit that I've slipped up a couple of times in that regard- but that has been taken care of; it won't happen again. No, the most irritating thing is that he's right.

I doubt that it's fear. It would be characteristic of her, I suppose, to fear me- but for some reason, she doesn't. I also doubt that she's just "waiting to see me fall"- that could easily be done from the sidelines. It's that third theory of his that I've considered before (I hope he doesn't think for one moment that he planted the idea in my head; that I allowed him to create such an... insecurity). That she really, truly hasn't realized yet that I am a monster. At some level, I'm sure she does (~~why else would she have said...~~)- but once she starts listening to those other friends of hers; really listening to them...

Ty Lee has always been easily convinced of things.

I am a monster. I always have been. I've never denied it. But I don't know why the idea of her recognizing it and calling me out on it is so... tsk.

It's an inevitability. I shouldn't bother deluding myself into thinking otherwise.

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That smug detective really does need to be taught a lesson.

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Why not? I'm not just talking about you. I'm interested in the truth about everything. Do you think that you're the only one in your situation?

I don't care.

I know, that's exactly your problem.

It's not a problem at all.

If you say so....why you posted this, then?

What does that have to do with me not caring about the problems of others?

Your problems is that you don't care about things that you should care off, not particularly the 'others'.

I care about the things that I should.

That mean that you are ignoring your problem with Ty lee on purpose?

(occ:btw hakuba miss lisa >:)

I'm not ignoring anything. She's the one who-

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And there isn't a problem in the first place.

OOC: Ack, sorry, I'm doing homework ~~and watching Dexter~~ right now and it's hard to RL at the same time. D: I promise I haven't abandoned it, though! ;)

Your post say otherwise.

Maybe she don't want to annoy you with that because she's unsure about your reaction. Be subtle and tell her.

((OOC:oh don't worry! ooooh DEXTER!!! :D))

No, she just doesn't want to talk about it, or think about it- probably because she knows that if she does, she'll realize the truth.

OOC: Third season. Be jealous. ;)

That have no sense at all: you can't know what she thinks if you don't ask her. You're not psychic, aren't you?

(OOC: aaaH! *iz envious* >:

I have. She refuses to discuss anything of depth.

OOC: You can watch it online if you want to get ahead, you know. ;)

uhm...interesting. Maybe she's as insecure as you are.

:(occ:Still need to finish the season 2 XD)

I'm not insecure.

OOC: They have that online, too~

Not in general, but about this subject.

(OOC; yeah but my mom watch it with me and I will end telling her an spoiler by accident XD)

I'm telling you no. I am not weak in any way, shape, or form.

OOC: Ahhh. XD

I didn't call you weak. Never that I could remember.

Insecurities are weaknesses.

Insecurities can help you to understand what's wrong and help you to make you strong. Why is a weakness to you?

If insecurities exist, they can be exploited.

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clockmaster.livejournal.com - 2008-10-16 00:22 (UTC) - Expand

peoplesprincess.livejournal.com - 2008-10-16 00:22 (UTC) - Expand

And i said that I don't see you as a weak person, in any way, shape or form.

But you used that word, that's the most interesting thing.

(occ: Also, I'm an idiot and I will never understand how the kink meme works, so:http://community.livejournal.com/adddictions/3394.html?thread=476226#t476226
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