{FAILED LOCK FROM LARSA}

[bentflame]

Why would someone give me gifts and want to go places with me when he very well knows that I'm not exactly found of him? Especially considering how, despite what he says, it's been clear that he's not very fond of me, either?

This is why I hate people.

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Your brother. We know.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

Hmm? No. I am not missing Vayne. I am still ... rather upset with him.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Then who?

[solidork.livejournal.com]

[He doesn't really want to talk about it, what with it being a huge integral lie and all. He laughs offhandedly.] It is rather silly.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

What?

[solidork.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the concern, but - it is rather mundane. I do not wish to bore you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Just say the name.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

Noah.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No one I know.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

He died on the same ship as my brother, I would be surprised if you did.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Some would say you love too many people.

Some would say I love too many people.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

The number of people you love matters not; the capacity to love is far, far more important.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But capacity is how many people you love.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

No, capacity is if you are able to possess that love.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Capacity is how much. How many people you can fit.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

[sigh; he's not going to argue.] Then allow me to rephrase: the ability to love is more important than the number.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Two is still too much. It shouldn't keep happening.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

I do not think it is a bad thing.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Do you really know what it's like to have someone that's more important to you than anything else in the world? It's exhausting.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

Yes, I do. But, it is a good exhausting.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Well, it's probably different for you, because he's dead.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

You are not dead.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't love me more than anything.

[solidork.livejournal.com]

Despite your obvious distaste for me, I am here am I not?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

That doesn't mean you love me more than anything. That's a ridiculous idea.