{FAILED LOCK TO LILITH}

[bentflame]

... I suppose I could come back and visit sometime, if you're really that bored.

Comments

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It's good you have her there to speak to you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

She's good at what she does.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

That's not all that surprising. She is a healer.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No, I meant that she's good at...

[being a mommy]

... I don't know.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Being a mother?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

She should have more confidence.

[looking over her shoulder again]

Why don't you have kids?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[She looks taken off guard and then incredibly sad.]

The man that I love valued his hatred over building a life with me. Now he is far too guilt ridden to even consider us again.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Are you talking about Abel?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You should know the answer to that by now.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Lisa adopted. Not just through the community, but on her world, too. You could always do that if you want children.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

When this is over...the thought has crossed my mind. I want to give him a chance though to change his mind.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Hm.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Is that surprising?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No. You seem like the sort of person who would be obsessed with children.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I played the role of mother for quite some time. I would like to become a true one but, I am willing to be patient.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

When aren't you?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I am only human. There are times I can be impatient.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't act like a regular human.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

My definition of a human being is more liberal than others.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

What's your definition?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

A human being is someone who loves, cries, hates, and rejoices.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't want to cry, and I'm still not sure if I want to love.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

But you are capable of it.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't want to be!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It isn't so terrible.