{LOCKED TO TY LEE}

[bentflame]

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I need to talk to you. You were being very... odd the last time we spoke.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... No. I won't.

I just wish...

...

It's foolish.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...You wish what.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I-

It's foolish. Weak. Pathetic. All of those... annoying things.

... And trust me, you don't want to hear it.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...

...You're not changing your mind.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Neither are you.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...right.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I just... don't understand.

I suppose soon I won't need to.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I suppose you're right...

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I just wanted things to be normal again. That's all.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...I know.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't understand how it... changed for you so quickly.

I think you must have been lying.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...I kind of thought that.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You... you thought what?

You were lying? When you said... and did...

Are you saying that you were lying?

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I'm not saying that...

I'm saying that I thought that you thought that I was lying.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Weren't you? I don't understand.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

...

Lying in general or lying that I didn't want to leave?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Both, I suppose. Though if you were lying about the first then I don't see how you couldn't have been lying about the second.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I might have tweaked a few things, yeah...

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Like... what?

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

I don't think I should say.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Just tell me, Ty Lee. I don't care. I'm not going to remember.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

Well...if you're not going to remember, why should I tell you to begin with?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Because I want to know now, Ty Lee.

... Look, I already know what you're going to say, but I want to hear you say it. And I want to know why you... lied about what you did in the first place. You were the one who said you wanted to come over to...

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Just tell me the truth, and then tell me why.

[hotpinkaura.livejournal.com]

Alright...I'll tell you the truth.

Look. I like people, you know that. I like people a lot and I do love you. It's just...I just can't stay. It really doesn't matter who it is, I try but...

It's really nice and then it just gets...I don't know how to explain it.

I did want to...then you started the stuff with the nightmare. It just seemed like too much to work to sort that out. You were getting angry so I thought it would be best if I just...y'know.

Then this. And now if I say anything you'll just think I'm lying.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Forget about the nightmare. Just... forget about it.

... I wasn't asking you to stay forever, literally. I never said that I never wanted you to physically leave my side. I didn't... look, it's not like you've never "left" before. We've been friends since we were six, and there have been innumerable times when one of us has gone away for days, weeks, or longer. That has never been a problem. You having boyfriends has never been a problem, no matter how many times you claim I've been "jealous". You were interpreting my actions incorrectly.