{VOICE POST}

[bentflame]

[More paper rustling sounds; she's getting ready to practice writing English again]

Give me a--

[A pause, then there's the sound of of pad of paper being shut and roughly shoved away]

Forget it.

I want to go home. I mi--

Ugh.

{LOCKED TO RAIN}

When you go for the drug, you can do whatever you want with her.

{/LOCKED TO RAIN}

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I know how to be alone. I prefer being alone, actually. That doesn't mean I don't want to go home.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

No you don't. But if lying to yourself helps you...

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Yes, I do. I neither want nor need people; that's the way it's always been.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

If that's the case why you need to post about it? If that was true you wouldn't be here, you would be alone and isolated.

One show the others how strong is, not keep telling them all that he is. Words are just words, but facts are the most important.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not showing any weakness. And your logic is flawed; where I am has nothing to do with what I do or don't "need".

I originally posted for a specific reason, but then I changed my mind.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

You always bring up weakness, and insist that you aren't weak even when I never said anything about it. If you are so insecure of your skills it's your problem, I'm not interested.

You don't even know what you need.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You claim that I don't know how to be alone. If that were true, it would be a weakness-- so in a way, you did bring it up.

I know exactly what I need.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

You are obsessed about that, aren't you? That's why I called you childish. you never learned what is important and what is not.

And that will be...?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm obsessed? You're the one who brought it up.

My throne. Home.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

No I didn't, but you thought I did. You are paranoid about weakness.

Ah so you are one of those.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Even if you didn't realize it, you were suggesting that I was weak.

One of what?

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

I bet that everybody suggest to you questions like that all the time without realizing it, how nice from you to point it out.

One of the poor fools that only seek power.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I already have power.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

Perfect, that's always that make you all fall.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'll die before I fall.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

An honorable death isn't failure.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

If you let them kill you, it's a failure. There's no honor in death.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It depends on the situation. Dying at the hands of an inferior enemy is one thing.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

No, dying is dying.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Hardly.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

When you are dead nothing matters anymore.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

To you, perhaps. But your reputation and legacy live on.

[green-witch-w.livejournal.com]

You surely have a reputation.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

My reputation here doesn't matter.