{ACCIDENTAL VOICE POST} Azula proves that she is lonely by talking to unconscious people

[bentflame]

[The audio starts out immediately with Azula's voice-- too quiet and unclear to understand at first, but it becomes audible pretty quickly. She sounds quite a bit more calm than she has lately, because she's actually talking-- albeit to somebody who's heavily sedated in their hospital bed. Of course, she's only doing it because (she thinks) no one can really hear.]

-- and Father's trying to manipulate me into helping him with his pointless and ill-planned schemes, Mother's trying to browbeat me into a younger version of herself, and Ty Lee is still being awful. She thinks she say and do whatever she wants, and then she just expects me to act like nothing ever happened. I don't care if she misses me or if I miss her, I'm through with dealing with her lies. I'd rather be... I'd rather be completely alone than friends with someone like that. I can't STAND people who lie; I can't stand never knowing whether to believe what comes out of their mouths.

That's one reason why I hate the viruses here. They turn everybody into liars.

[She pauses for a few moments, and when she speaks again her voice is almost-- but not quite-- as cold as her words would imply:]

You'd better stop dying soon. It's getting boring just sitting around here.

[...]

I didn't want to do it. You were right; I wouldn't--

[Suddenly there's the sound of someone walking down the hall, and Azula stops talking. She stays silent even after whoever it was is long gone.]

Comments

"Oh course you are dear."

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

You sounded very upset. I was concerned for you.

":|"

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

When did I sound upset? I think you're imagining things.

":D"

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

Just a while ago, this recording. Are you really that upset with your family?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You obviously aren't very good at reading voice tone. I wasn't upset.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

Oh? Then why were you talking about them?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

...

I really don't see why it matters.

Do you only ever bring things up when you're upset about them.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

No, but you were certainly talking about things that would upset me if I were to experience them.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... What's your point?

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

That you have suffered many hardships, and I am worried about how it has affected you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

The only "suffering" I'm currently doing is having to listen to the idiots who insist on trying to punish me for what I did while affected by that woman's drug.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

People wish to punish you for it? But it wasn't your fault!

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

The majority of the people here aren't intelligent enough to understand that, it seems.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

I'm sure they don't understand because they were hurt. They're too worried about what happened to understand how it happened.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Illogical. That sort of thinking will only leave them vulnerable to future attacks.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

In any case I am sure they will see that you are not to blame soon enough.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I doubt it. They're blind. They'll see what they want to see.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

You must give them a chance before making such judgments.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm speaking based on experience.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

But not everyone is the same.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It doesn't matter.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

Of course it does! You should judge everyone because of the acts of some.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not judging absolutely everyone.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't even judge anyone by the acts of others. Everyone is different.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't care about most of them.

[dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com]

Then why is it making you suffer?