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{VOICE POST} End!event, sort of

This is wrong. This is all wrong; this isn't supposed to happen. Things are supposed to be normal here! This is my world. I don't want to be from "the Fire Nation", I want--

Whoever did this, change it back. Change it back NOW!

OOC: The Eris thing is starting to wear off, but it's not completely gone yet. She still has her AU memories as opposed to her real ones, and therefore, she still wants to be from this world, but she's aware enough of reality to know that she's not. ~~lol emo DX~~

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Home. Here. Not the Fire Nation.

Hmm.

So, how much of each...let's say life...do you recall?

I remember my own life. Not the idiotic Fire Nation one that everyone else says I--

... I'm not going back.

Then may I make a suggestion?

If...whatever has happened to you is wearing off, then Now, while you still remember, write everything you can down. Every memory, every dream, everything you can about yourself.

And if you are Wrong, and you do...go back to being what you were before. You can look at what you've written down, at then you can decide, for yourself, which life you wish to live.

That's--

I can't write everything, you idiot.

Why not? Fine, fine. Not every detail. But all the important things. Whatever you believe it is that makes you you.

Unless you are willing to lose it. If you are wrong, and you cannot stop whatever is happening.

I'm not going back. I'm not losing anything.

Are you so certain of that, that you are willing to risk the possibility that you are wrong?

It seems a great deal to lose.

I never give up.

Then what is the harm in following my suggestion? If you are right, and I am wrong, and you are not going to change back, then all you will lose is a little time. But if you are wrong, and I am right, imagine what you might gain.

Few people in life have the chance to see the choices they are going to be forced to make before they have to make them. I never did.

Even if I wrote it down it wouldn't matter. It'd still go away.

I won't allow it.

....True.

Azula, just stop being so headstrong for a moment and think about it. Things you don't really remember from your childhood, things your parents have told you about, they still impact you, right? They still effect who you are.

You can look at what you wrote down and decide. 'Do I want to be this girl from the fire nation, or do I want to be the girl who wrote down all these memories and thoughts and hopes and dreams.' Even if you don't remember. People change their lives every day.

Think of it as a...back-up. Just in case.

It doesn't matter; it doesn't matter!

Fine. It doesn't matter then. Do whatever you wish.

But remember, if this conversation stays with you, and you change back to the person that you used to be. You had a choice. Not everyone is so lucky as that.

... I'm not changing back. I'm staying here. I'm not going with her, EVER.

Yeah, she's gone now. She can only bang her head against a wall for so long before she has a headache.

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{VOICE} She likes Azula...she has no idea Why, but she does.

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{VOICE} Especially with this spell on her. She reminds mireille of choices she never got to make.

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