{FAILED LOCK TO KANAYA} YOU KNOW THINGS ARE GETTING WEIRD WHEN *AZULA* IS MAKING FRIENDSHIP SPEECHES

[bentflame]

First of all, I don't really have any major problems with you. I don't even dislike you, and I meant it when I said that you seemed like you were probably a good friend. But we need to clear something up.

I may not be a good friend or "moirail" or any of those things, but the idea that I'm attempting "pale infidelity" or trying to steal anyone away is completely untrue. You don't need to protect Aradia. If she has a problem with me, she'll tell me herself, and the fact that she hasn't means that she doesn't need to. I don't like Vriska because I want to be her moirail or take her away from anyone. I like her because I know what's going on with her, or at least I think I do. I know what it's like to do things that make people hate you, and to be dismissed no matter what you're saying. I know what it's like to grow up as a fighter, and even though I'm glad I was raised the way I was and I largely don't regret having my father or doing what I did, I know what it's like to not have a choice unless you want to be killed, punished, or banished. I know what it's like to have a parent who would destroy you if you failed them. And I know about a lot of other things that might not apply to her, but may in the future-- being made strong at the expense of everything else, not knowing how most people work, hurting people you like (even by accident or with good intentions), and sometimes even being really lonely.

I don't really care about most people, and I understand even less. But she's like me, and I care about her, and I'll help her out anytime she needs it. She's not my "moirail" and I'm not trying to make her be. She's like a younger sibling or a smaller version of me; I don't know.

Just quit worrying about it; everything's fine.

Comments

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[knittedfluthlu.livejournal.com]

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Well, this should be fun.

It was, but the community does this sometimes. So much that I make a point of never trying to post anything incredibly private under a lock.

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[knittedfluthlu.livejournal.com]

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Does it matter?

[pandorabox]

What the heck is "pale infidelity?"

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Don't ask.

[pandorabox]

Too late.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't even quite know what she means.

[exceedingwords.livejournal.com]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

There really won't.

[exceedingwords.livejournal.com]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

How is "nothing fine"? Do you think that she's going to grab me and try to force me to call her "moirail", or that I'm going to do the same to her?

[h8ers_gonna_h8]

Ughhhhhhhh you don't get it!
What would I want Azula for a moirail for?
We're way too similar! I don't pity her at all.
If humans are getting into quadrants, I guess I could try and figure out this human family thing.
It sounds 8asically right, I guess!

[exceedingwords.livejournal.com]

[h8ers_gonna_h8]

I killed her!
She killed me!
We're taking a 8r8k right now!
I DON'T WANT AZULA TO 8E MY MOIR8IL!

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But there's nothing unreasonable going on.

1/2 this comment isn't here

[h8ers_gonna_h8]

[ IS THIS THAT HUMAN VIRUS CALLED EMPATHY ]

[h8ers_gonna_h8]

Is Fussyfangs seriously worried a8out that????????

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Apparently.

[AND SHE'S CALLING YOU A LOST CAUSE UP THREAD WHICH IS TOTALLY MAKING THE EMPATHY DISEASE WORSE]

[h8ers_gonna_h8]

Even I know we're way too similar to 8e moirails!

[deathfangirl]

sigh
uh i just saw this
and f0r the milli0nth time kanaya
im fine and will handle things
i d0nt need auspiticizing between myself and my m0irail
and well
i guess vriska and i are 0kay f0r n0w t00
i think i understand what azula feels ab0ut vriska in her human way and its different fr0m tr0lls
but im 0kay with it and i d0nt feel like im being cheated 0n
its just what happens when y0u are in a quadrant with a human

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

[BUT KANAYA TOLD HER THAT ARADIA EXPLODES she is not very happy about this]

[deathfangirl]

[SHE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THE EXPLODING THING]

[exceedingwords.livejournal.com]

[deathfangirl]

its pr0bably f0r the best
y0u seem a little stressed kanaya
are y0u 0kay?