{FAILED LOCK}

[bentflame]

... They want me. They asked me to fight for their cause; to train to be an agent. They finally see how valuable I can be; that I'm not just an annoying weakling. And until Cain's gone and it's time to--

I'll finally be doing something important again.

I have to figure out how and what to tell Lisa. She'll be angry with them.

Comments

[emberandash.livejournal.com]

She gets angry anytime she thinks I might be in danger.

I don't trust you. Not after what you've threatened.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

Okay. I probably deserved that. I just ... I want to be happy for you, but I can't say that I am until I know it is whose cause you're signing on with. Especially if you think it might be dangerous.

[emberandash.livejournal.com]

... Why are you faking concern? You have nothing to gain from it.

It is dangerous, but I won't allow myself to be hurt. I have too many things that I need to do.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

If you know I have nothing to gain from it, then maybe you should take the hint that it's not fake.

[emberandash.livejournal.com]

I know you despise me.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well. Some people I care about don't, and when you care about someone, you make an effort for them. So, this is me. Making an effort.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I doubt you care about anyone who cares about me.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

I know you think that. But, you're wrong. I wouldn't be talking to you right now if that was true. It wouldn't be this complicated.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not wrong. I know what love is now.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

I don't think that's fair to say. Love means something different for everyone, everyone shows it in a different way. It's not something you can --

[ guh. she needs to learn to just not argue it and just let it go but azula just makes her somad. ]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I have the kind of love I want.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

That doesn't mean you should shut out the other kinds, or the other people who might love you in a different way.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't have to accept love if I don't want to.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

I know you don't have to. But, I think you should. At least in certain cases.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I have no interest.

[autophoenix.livejournal.com]

I know.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I have the people who matter.