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[bentflame]

You're all wrong.

[ooc: she's referencing all the "different anons" here-- so, really, just Issei and Minatsuki, but she doesn't know that ♥]

Comments

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

The fact that you found it necessary to post this isn't exactly a healthy reaction in the first place. Your accusations sound crazed and paranoid.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But you were all insulting me! I'm not paranoid or crazy if it's true!

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

How low is your self-esteem that you have to make an entry like this? If we were all wrong, it wouldn't have affected you in any way, and you would have simply ignored it, ya dumbshit.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Go away.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

You constantly claim that you're above everything and that things don't affect you because you're a soldier, but how can you possibly believe that? All of your reactions are extremely overemotional, and that's usually considered as a great sign of weakness, isn't it?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Go away!

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

You're only making everything worse for yourself, I hope you do realise that. Why do you even bother trying any more?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

She's going to fix me!

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

I'm saying this with all honesty, not to be cruel or spiteful, but based off previous evidence and your mental condition, I highly doubt that you are actually capable of being "fixed", as you so eloquently put it. The best outcome you're looking at is being a mindless, sedated vegetable.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... That's not true. You don't know me.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

As I said, it's merely based off of past evidence. You have a mother and a good friend, now, and you still haven't stopped reacting the way you always have, have you? It isn't social contact that you need, it's medication. Therapy, at the very least - there are facilities specifically for rehabilitating people like you so that they can be a normal part of society once again, you know.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... No, Lilith's doing that. I'm going to be like I was before again.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

At least you admit that there is something very clearly wrong with you. I'm rather sure that Lilith is not a professional psychiatrist. And for someone that is mentally ill in such a violent way as you, to be entirely honest with you, Azula - a mental institution is a much better option. Perhaps you should take it into serious consideration, look at it a little.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

Alright. I was only making a reasonable suggestion, there's no need to become so emotional.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's not!

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

Of course it is; please keep yourself calm, Azula. Those sorts of facilities exist for a reason - which is to help people like you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's not; I'm not going! Lilith's going to fix me and I'm going to be like me again!

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

"Like you" is the way that you are now. This is what you've become. You'll never quite be the "old you" again - you do realise that, don't you?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'll be even better!

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

No - and this is pure fact, I assure you. What you have is like a disease, or an illness, and it will never truly go away. You will never be as good as you once were. There is no such thing as absolute recovery from an insanity that plagues you so.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No I don't. I'm not insane.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

I can see that there is little point in attempting to have a reasonable and proper conversation with you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're wrong. You'll always be wrong.

[anon]

[xxxing.livejournal.com]

Now, see, that statement is just presumptuous and ludicrous. Can you prove me wrong? I don't believe so.