strikes so very readable

[bentflame]

Just so everyone knows, I absolutely hate Larsa S

The next time someone decides to grab me and kiss me, they

Lilith, I hope you weren't

...





Fire Lord Ozai-- my father-- has been dead for over nine months.

[ooc: reference for the first part lol]

Comments

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I don't think anyone else cares for my titles here. I am grateful for it.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't like your titles?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It isn't that I dislike them. I simply don't view myself that way.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... Lilith?

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Yes?

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Do you miss the people who made you what you are?

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

... The ones who made me a saint?

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

The ones who wanted to make you a soldier.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

That is... my feelings towards them are complex.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Did they ever try to hurt you?

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

........

I don't think they considered it hurting me.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But they were wrong.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

They were.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

My father would send assassins to me in the middle of the night, to try and break into my room. I had guards, but not all of them were loyal, and so sometimes they'd get through that way, too.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You must have had a hard time sleeping at night.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't like to sleep.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I can understand why.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You don't ever have nightmares, do you.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Everyone has bad dreams.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But not very often.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

The best way to get rid of them is to be open about what makes them a nightmare.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Weakness.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You are weak in the nightmares?

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's weak to have them.

When Lisa asks I usually just tell her I don't want to talk about it.

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[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You should tell her about them. You do not have to carry such a burden by yourself.