{FAILED LOCK}

[bentflame]

It's all Father's fault. Being Fire Lord was just like I had always imagined it would be, but then he had to ruin everything. Now? It's all WRONG.

But I'm not insane. I'm not breaking.

... I'm homesick. No matter where I go, I'm always homesick.

That's not even the right word. Pathetic.

Comments

ffff of course she is

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Before. You thought "no one likes you" was a clever insult. I suppose you thought I'd care?

[pandorabox]

I didn't say it was clever. I know there are certain people who like you, though it beats me as to why they do!

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't care.

[pandorabox]

'Course not.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I don't need to be liked.

[pandorabox]

Right.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You think I want you to like me? I hate you. If I wanted friends here I could get them.

[pandorabox]

Why are you bringing me into this now? You're just sounding defensive, like you're trying to convince someone else other than me.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not trying to convince anybody. I'm stating fact.

It's obvious that people are important to you; you just assume that everyone else is the same.

[pandorabox]

There's no point in arguing this again.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Well, you never seem to get it through your head.

[pandorabox]

Neither do you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's already established that you're deluded. You don't think I want to Fire Lord; that's proof enough. Therefore, all of your words should be taken with a grain of salt.

[pandorabox]

We've established that you're more deluded than I am. And just a bit crazy too.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not crazy. I couldn't run the country if I were crazy.

[pandorabox]

I can think of several country leaders who were crazy.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You can't be a good leader if you're crazy. I'm a good leader.

[pandorabox]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I am!

You don't know. How could you know?

[pandorabox]

Did I say anything.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You could never do it.

[pandorabox]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But of course you wouldn't want to. You want to spend the rest of your life slacking, and can't comprehend that I don't want to do the same.

[pandorabox]

I never said I wanted to spend the rest of my life slacking.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No, you want to be a magician.