Hm...you want to let down your guard, which it seems you haven't done before. This friend of yours...you are surely capable of manilupating her into trusting you, but you don't want to. You could but that'd spoil something...

I'm guessing the two of you are close.

As for me death...I know how I'll die. The wonder of this internet thing. Although, I'll see to it that no one hears it from me.