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I have come to the conclusion that Christmas is idiotic.
On the twelfth day of Christmas,
peoplesprincess sent to me...
Fire Nation holidays are much more purposeful- and probably a good deal more enjoyable, too.
On the twelfth day of Christmas,
peoplesprincess sent to me...Twelve shia_o_shimas lightningbending
shia_o_shimas lightningbendingEleven pinkmoodswings ruling
pinkmoodswings rulingTen flamingofudas a-fighting
flamingofudas a-fightingNine justin_of_parms commanding
justin_of_parms commandingEight hiddenqueens a-lightning
hiddenqueens a-lightningSeven fuzzyrats a-lying
fuzzyrats a-lyingSix nicecollarbones a-firebending
nicecollarbones a-firebendingFive se-e-e-ervants
Four not eclipses
Three giving orders
Two hot baths
...and a manipulation in an astronomy.
In 2009, peoplesprincess resolves to...
peoplesprincess resolves to...Cut down to ten not eclipses a day.
Take evening classes in logic.
Pay for my servants on time.
Tell my family about giving orders.
Go commanding three times a week.
Admit my true feelings towildest_card.
Take evening classes in logic.
Pay for my servants on time.
Tell my family about giving orders.
Go commanding three times a week.
Admit my true feelings to
wildest_card.Fire Nation holidays are much more purposeful- and probably a good deal more enjoyable, too.
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You don't have to, really. You are my friend, as I told Zechs, I did it because I wanted, not because I had to.
Oh, she is the only one allowed to scratch me, but that's private.Uhm..yes. And I'm honored by that.
((occ: thanks~))
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I want to, Saguru. And I also hope to help you two repair your friendship. I do think Zechs will forgive you, once he gets over himself, if it helps.
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Thanks then, Tyki.
..I hope so. He's as stubborn as I am. I think that's that's why our personalities collide sometimes. And for someone who never really had a decent childhood, he react very offended when thinks that someone is treating him like a child.
I also told him not to blame himself for showing emotions, but...
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I understand, believe me. I'm very stubborn, myself, if you ever noticed. Zechs really doesn't like to feel weak, and takes great pride in his independence. I'm afraid you ran straight up against something that's been building within him for a long time - he felt helpless to protect me, or do anything to help. It's not something that he wants to accept.
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I noticed. Lovely, aren't we? That's the problem, showing emotions not necessary mean that you're weak. But tell that to him, or Rufus.
If you ask me, the control is not to suppress them, but know what emotion show on every situation. Even if that can turn you into a very good damed liar, I know it well.
Don't get me wrong, I was worried for you as well, and I understood Zechs because I really don't like to feel helpless either, but someone needed to be a cold bastard and stop him. That's why I did what I did. If he at least would try to see it like that..
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Indeed. They're both far more alike then they like to admit. I try to help Zechs to understand that showing emotion isn't weakness, but it's slow going. Now I'll probably have to start training him all over again.
I suppose that's a different way to deal with it. I tend to just go with it, myself. I'm not afraid of my emotions, though I suppose I do like to maintain my dignity. I'm probably more like your way of doing things, I just show it in a different way.
I know you were, Saguru, and honestly I believe Zechs will see it that way, too. I had to be a cold bastard, myself. Sometimes it's the only thing that gets through to him. Anyway, he'll forgive you when he calms down...
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Different persons, different ways.
Oh well, I can't do anything more for now.
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