First of all, I don't really have any major problems with you. I don't even dislike you, and I meant it when I said that you seemed like you were probably a good friend. But we need to clear something up.

I may not be a good friend or "moirail" or any of those things, but the idea that I'm attempting "pale infidelity" or trying to steal anyone away is completely untrue. You don't need to protect Aradia. If she has a problem with me, she'll tell me herself, and the fact that she hasn't means that she doesn't need to. I don't like Vriska because I want to be her moirail or take her away from anyone. I like her because I know what's going on with her, or at least I think I do. I know what it's like to do things that make people hate you, and to be dismissed no matter what you're saying. I know what it's like to grow up as a fighter, and even though I'm glad I was raised the way I was and I largely don't regret having my father or doing what I did, I know what it's like to not have a choice unless you want to be killed, punished, or banished. I know what it's like to have a parent who would destroy you if you failed them. And I know about a lot of other things that might not apply to her, but may in the future-- being made strong at the expense of everything else, not knowing how most people work, hurting people you like (even by accident or with good intentions), and sometimes even being really lonely.

I don't really care about most people, and I understand even less. But she's like me, and I care about her, and I'll help her out anytime she needs it. She's not my "moirail" and I'm not trying to make her be. She's like a younger sibling or a smaller version of me; I don't know.

Just quit worrying about it; everything's fine.
[hey DDD, here's Azula standing in front of the camera to show off her TOTALLY BADASS PRIEST UNIFORM GUYS OH MY GOD SHE LIKES IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE NOVICE DRESS YOU HAVE NO IDEA]

[and of course when she talks, she sounds quite pleased and proud of herself]

I've completed my training, I've graduated from the novice level, and I am now officially an AX Agent-- an elite soldier of the Vatican. I'll be working as an assistant bodyguard, but I'll also be sent on special assignments and missions-- of course, I can't divulge much information about those.

[she then turns more somber, directing a steady gaze at the camera]

Obviously, it's a dangerous job-- extremely dangerous, sometimes. I don't plan on dying, but it would be foolish not to make plans just in case. First of all, I need to speak to someone who would be able to show me how to make one of those private posts that unlock automatically if I don't log onto the community after a certain amount of time. I'll also be contacting a few of you individually, for various reasons.

{LOCKED TO ITSUKI} )

{LOCKED TO VRISKA} )

{LOCKED TO TAVROS} )

{LOCKED TO DARK} )

{LOCKED TO THE TENTH DOCTOR} )

{VIDEO}

May. 30th, 2011 01:01 pm
[Azula's sitting on her bed in New Jersey, looking kind of moody-- Rachel is sitting behind her, and she keeps having to swipe her hair away from being chewed on, oops]

... It's better now. The things that were going on have largely resolved themselves. It was probably just the community; a virus.

If I find out that it was a member here, retaliation won't be pleasant. Fair warning.

I am looking forward to resuming my training, though. I took a break because of this, and now that it's done with I can keep going. The instructors are saying I'll be ready to graduate soon-- in a couple more months, I'll be a full agent, and I'll have an even better purpose.

[she moves Rachel away so that she can recline back on the pillows]

And what's more, I think I've accidentally become involved in troll relationship drama. I'm still trying to work out how that happened. It's really weird being the one trying to keep someone from killing someone else. In the past, it's generally me whose had to be convinced.

It seems like lots of things are backwards lately.
... Are all the trolls the same age? One told me that they had "reached their fifth wiggling day", whatever that means, and that that meant that they were between nine and twelve in human years.






I didn't just spend three days dating a nine-year-old, did I?

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