May. 30th, 2011 01:01 pm
[Azula's sitting on her bed in New Jersey, looking kind of moody-- Rachel is sitting behind her, and she keeps having to swipe her hair away from being chewed on, oops]

... It's better now. The things that were going on have largely resolved themselves. It was probably just the community; a virus.

If I find out that it was a member here, retaliation won't be pleasant. Fair warning.

I am looking forward to resuming my training, though. I took a break because of this, and now that it's done with I can keep going. The instructors are saying I'll be ready to graduate soon-- in a couple more months, I'll be a full agent, and I'll have an even better purpose.

[she moves Rachel away so that she can recline back on the pillows]

And what's more, I think I've accidentally become involved in troll relationship drama. I'm still trying to work out how that happened. It's really weird being the one trying to keep someone from killing someone else. In the past, it's generally me whose had to be convinced.

It seems like lots of things are backwards lately.
[when Azula showed up on the Ark, she was very, very angry and trying very, very hard to hide it]

[it was obvious why he had done it, really-- he thought that he had more of a right to protect Lilith than she did, just like he thought he and Seth and Cain were more deserving of her love]

[he was wrong on all accounts, and she wanted to tell him that SO MUCH-- she wanted to take him by the collar and yell that he was
horrible for putting his own jealousy above Lilith's desires (because she couldn't have wanted to come here; of course she wouldn't want to leave)]

[instead, she just completely ignored him; she didn't even look at him as she hurried to Lilith's side]

Are you all right?

[she knew Abel wouldn't have hurt her, at least not on purpose-- she viewed him as more negligent than malicious]
... Are all the trolls the same age? One told me that they had "reached their fifth wiggling day", whatever that means, and that that meant that they were between nine and twelve in human years.

I didn't just spend three days dating a nine-year-old, did I?
After using her trusty worldhopping feather to get herself to the Land of Wrath and Angels, Azula couldn't help but take a moment to pause and look around a bit before heading off to find Eridan. Everything was in shades of black, white, and grey, and strange animals-- she guessed they were a type of dragon-- flew through the air. The architecture reminded her of a less colorful Vatican.

She wasn't here to sightsee, though. She had made plans with Eridan, and finding him was her primary objective. Besides, they were dating now. She could always come back and look around later.

She wasn't sure where to start, but he'd said this place belonged to him, so she decided to just keep wandering around. She was bound to bump into him sooner or later.
Earth holidays don't seem strange or foreign to me anymore. Last weekend was "Mother's Day", and celebrating it didn't seem weird at all-- it was normal, even though we didn't have anything like it in the Fire Nation.

You could make the argument that I've been here for too long, but I'm still not convinced it's a bad thing.
They say that I'll likely be finished with my training in just a couple of months. I have to admit, I'm looking forward to fighting again. Real fighting, not just practicing. I was brought up to be a soldier-- it's a part of who I am, and it's a part of the reason why I used to pick fights with people on the community. It's not just about keeping in shape and honing my skills.

I wouldn't be doing this if the cause wasn't important, of course-- but I really have missed the fight.
[after having finished her training for the afternoon, Azula decides to go hang around on the Vatican's outdoor grounds for a while, instead of going to her room/Lilith's room/New Jersey like she normally would]

[she's wearing her uniform (AND SHE STILL DESPISES IT) as well as the three necklaces that she never takes off, and there's still henna tall over her arms and face because her life is special]

... I still don't understand what the significance of "the b-word" is. Why are people here suddenly reacting so horribly to it?
... So I'm not really dying. The doctors came in and told me that it was a false alarm this morning, and when Lisa woke up again, she didn't even remember what had happened. She seemed to think that I was in the hospital because I'd had a particularly nasty relapse of my fever from earlier in the month, and others corroborated her story.

The community did this, didn't it. Again.

I need to find a better way of controlling my necklaces when I'm training. Even though I tucked them all into my uniform, I still spent fifteen minutes untangling them this evening.
bentflame: (defensive)
[the feed opens to show Azula in a hospital bed at the Vatican, still sick-- it's nothing serious, obviously, but she was moved to the clinic area so that they could keep an eye on her when her fever spiked to keep it from turning serious; she's been largely out of it since Thursday morning]

[she sits up a little, groggily, pushing back the hair clinging to her sweat-soaked forehead; a cheery nun in a nurse's uniform comes over to give her a glass of juice]

[Azula asks her a few questions that aren't picked up by the video, and the nun's face turns more grave; she starts to answer, but doesn't get more than a few sentences in before Azula interrupts]


[she jumps up out of the bed despite the nurse's protests-- at first she's a little wobbly on her feet, but it doesn't take long for adrenaline to kick in, and she's gone before she can be grabbed]
So you're some sort of demon, right?


Feb. 16th, 2011 02:35 pm
They really do think I'm like Zuko-- a spineless, selfish coward incapable of neither courage nor honor; neither love nor true loyalty to those that deserve it.

I can't wait to see their faces when they realize that they've been deluding themselves all this time. Their shame when they realize how great the world can really be, together under one banner-- and their horror when they realize that the people they've been holding back see them for the cowards and panderers they really are.

I won't pity them. They've never done a thing to deserve it.

And until it's time for that day to come, I'll be an AX Agent. A great one, just as I was a great soldier, princess, and then Fire Lord. I'll help save their world too, and Cain, and Lilith and Lisa-- they are the ones who deserve happiness, and I'll make sure they get it. That's become my duty, too.

No matter the world or the title, it's what my job has always been: to never stop fighting.
I need to go back to Earth for a few days. Lisa's mother is in the hospital, and it's potentially very serious.

I'll be contactable if I'm needed.


Feb. 9th, 2011 09:12 pm
Thank you so much for the userhead, anon! ♥
If I ever lose all my memories of the past three years, or if the community causes me to disappear entirely, I want Lisa to be told that I died.
It's always interesting to see who this place is going to bring in. First it's an enemy from my world, then it's an ally from another. I would prefer more of the latter than the former, but it's not as if this place has ever taken requests.

I'm still training. It's going well. And when it's over, I'll be able to fight him properly.


I am still learning languages. This one is my favorite. I am getting better, but I am using a dictionary a lot.

I wonder if Zuko and his friends will think I am speaking in code to keep things from them.

[Azula arrives on time, toting a large platter of fried rice and a big bag of DVDs-- she borrowed all of Cuddy's plus a few more from a video rental place, wanting to give Lilith a wide variety to choose from]

[her hands are full, so she knocks on the door with her foot]



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